all i want is a wooden box.

you know what i absolutely hate?
it's that whenever i know exactly what i want,i can NEVER find it anywhere in the market.
and even if i got lucky and found it, it's never in the form that i'd imagined it to be,not even the slightest bit.
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i need a workshop of my own in the future.
a small factory, a garage, a woman-cave.
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i'm gonna get me one of those. with chain saw, glue guns and everything.
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i hate the Malaysian market.
it sucks the soul out of me with its limited amount of choices.
so bland, so ugly, so dead.

#2. LAND.

one day, i will make enough money to buy a really nice big piece of land.

then i'll build a house so beautiful that will make any man envy.

then i'll employ a group of well-trained security officers to guard my perimeter.

entrance to my lair shall be exclusive.

whoever trespasses will face such bad endings in their lives that they'd wish they've never step onto my property.

i will build whatever the hell i want however the fuck i wanted and nobody will stop me from doing what i set out to do.

nobody is gonna extort me by 'telling the big guys "up there"' like a bunch of 5-year olds pretending to be mafias.

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i will make those 70-year old man-children regret on what they did to us today.

#1. house.

it would be nice to wake up on a queen-sized bed, with white bedsheet+blanket,

in a room with a balcony over-looking the ocean.

feeling the warm breeze while snoozing on a lazy sunday.

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or,

looking through a huge window,

a forest on the outside.

then streams of water flowing down the perfect, rimless glass.

while sitting on the parquet/wooden floor

with a nice cup of tea,

a sketchbook and pencils,

and pillows.

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...or.

a breezy afternoon,and i don't have any errands to run.

lying down on the fluffy,dark-brown carpet on the floor,

feeling the warmth of the wood on my back.

relaxing...

while listening to the most soothing music playing from the awesome sound system.

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or maybe,

playing on my very own upright piano.

white in colour,

with black keys in white, and white keys in black.

like the one in the movie "Becoming Jane".

playing.

and hear the music echoes around the room.

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a place i can call my own.

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sofas makes me feel...

separated.

detached.

i don't know why.

and it's so....limited.

2-seater....3-seater...

so...contained.

i don't think i'll have that in my nest...

i'll replace the furniture with 10 big pillows instead.

each in a different colour.

on my big,soft,dark-brown carpet.

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kitchen will be simple,

i'm not a very good cook.

but i will have a build-in microwave-oven.

baking is probably more my thing rather than cooking on the stove.

a island in the kitchen would be nice...

don't know why,but i've always imagined my kitchen with an island in it.

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somehow i've never really think about what i want my room to look like,

instead,

i imagined it only as a space with a big comfy bed.

separated by a cabinet.

or it is called a rack?rather than a cabinet.

i think a rack would be more suitable.

that area would be slightly elevated,with 2 or 3 steps of staircase.

.....2 or 3 steps of staircase...is there a proper name for this? :s

but anyway,

it will have a nice view of the ocean.

that would be...so nice.

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the tv should be build-in to the wall...

i'm never really fond of tv-consoles.

it's weird looking,considering the fact that televisions are getting slimmer and slimmer ever couple of months.

and it the console is too small(to match the tele),

you can't put much things in it.

so frustrating....

so television,build-in.

maybe i'll get a projector for movie nights.

with an awesome sound system.

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bathroom.

my favourite place in a house.

should have a shower with frosted glass,

and a bath-tub.

and a big mirror.

it should be connected to a closet.

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well that's one of my dreams lah.

i should worry on how the heck am i gonna do all that,

how long it'll take,

HOW MUCH it'll take. (i'm Chinese, i can't resist from calculating the expenditures)

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to the my Future Self with a job,

happy working-to-earn-enough-cash-to-get-a-house-with-nice-view-and-renovate-it-into-my-dream-house.

have fun~