truancy

tuesday...8.51pm..
am supposed to be at chinese orchestra prac right now...
truancy is addictive.
though not as addictive as going home... :)
addiction to going home probably fuelled the addiction to skip classes..
feels good doing it though...
until your conscience kicks you in the head :s
anyways, i have 4weeks left in here...not that there's anything different going home since it's only 15 minutes away, but it's the 'i don't have to come for lectures for 1-2months' feeling...
i'll be able to drive by occasionally and point and laugh and said 'HAH! i'm passing by you,but i don't have to go to you~~~~~~~'
9.02pm...i should start reading for my essay test tomorow...
nnnaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh~ :p
it's confusing sometimes,doing those assignments...
your answers may be the same,but it may be marked wrong...
this statement is only applicable to LKM by the way (LKM= BM,bahasa Malaysia)
your points maybe different,but somehow the same (according to the lecturer)
you're encourage to do things your way,provided it's correct,but usually things done our way are wrong...
how do we know if we're doing the right thing?
we might as well learn to copy whatever that is taught and just follow it right?
anything to get the passing mark..
seriously, why are language courses a compulsory thing here??
my friends don't have to take these courses and go through what we all have gone through for 13years...the aural..the essays...the comprehensions...
we're all gonna graduate and speak in Manglish and bahasa rojak anyway..
it's always the same in public exams
'pass your language paper,you may do poorly in your other papers but you have to do well for your language papers'
why???? what difference does it make???
we're still going to enter a higher level of education and RETAKE this course and start all over again with all these grammar stuff anyway...
is passing,significant??
we may do very well and get As in these subjects, but come out into the society with the 'lah's and 'mah's and using 3-4different languages in one sentence and STILL no one would bother...
i find learning a language more efficient outside of the classroom...where we interact with others without being reminded constantly that 'we have to pass this subject'
it's just like chinese-educated students trying to speak english...they tend to think too much about their grammar mistakes rather than actually listening to the correct way to use the words when it's being presented to them...
because we've gone through this same medium of teaching for this same subjects for too long, we've forgotten why is it that we have to learn it in the first place...
wake up and smell the coffee.
we're only studying the languages for the sake of passing the exams, not studying to apply them properly and grammatically correct in our lives..
imagine,
a person spoke perfect English/Bahasa Baku on a customer's service counter.
appropriate? some what...
but do you expect the lady/gentleman at the counter to speak this way as well?
they'd probably think that you're showing off.
or you're crazy.