battery

it's becoming a habit..
everytime i see the battery life of my netbook.
if it's full,update blog.
if 20% left,surf the net,suck the power dry from this machine.
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heck,i don't even know what to update!
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i'm glad camp starts tomorow...
i've gained a lot of weight over the holidays..
now i can't even deceive myself into thinking that i didn't gain THAT much fat on my body.
so disgusted with myself.
went shopping(kinda) yesterday..
do you realise how many skinny people there are these days?!?!
even clothes mostly comes in smaller sizes now!!
i hate the phrase 'it's free-size'
cause it literally means that i can wear it,but it looks fugly on me.
i should migrate
to somewhere where clothes are made bigger
and fits nicely on bigger people
LIKE ME.
plus,i have wider hips,and fatter legs (obviously from sitting too much!!)
can't get decent clothes that make me look presentable here.
well i probably can't get proper clothes anywhere else anyway.
i think i'm a pear.
nothing looks good on pears.
is there any place that sells jumpsuits?
like,bob-the-builder sort of jeans jumpsuit.
'cause that's probably the only thing i feel comfortable in right now.
geez.
dont even get me started with the designs on the garments these days!
laces,ribbons,princess-cut,fluffy stuff. (no offence daph)
one word to describe it: girly stuff.
me,no likey.
it's just not suitable for me.
dahla saiz besar, gemuk dan tak feminine lagi...
i'll look like a transvestite troll in them.
i want to exercise,but something always stopped me from doing it.
anyway
there's also an 'awkward vibe' at home.
i felt like i'm being watched,all the time.
can't take it.
it's freaky.
need some time away from this place...
although this means i'll have to be separated from my Loco..
:(
oh well.
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am having some questions on the course-registrating stuff...
do i do it online? or manually at school?
the manual clearly stated that 'students have to register their courses manually in their respective school if they haven't chose a minor course/elective'.
sure,it also states that this applies only to some of the schools in campus...
i have a feeling that chem school is one of those that fall into the 'some' category..
manual,or online?
i'll do the online one...if it fails then manual.
problem,solved.
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20th december...
gosh,hopefully my name doesn't appear anywhere there.
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the internet always disconnects whenever you have important things you have to do..
it's frustrating.
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only 16more days to go..can you believe it?
20units to come.