unpredictability

today,i'm supposed to:
1-watch rapunzel
2-buy snickers bars
3-buy subway
4-buy cucumber eye-patch thingy
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i succeeded...50% of what i planned to do.
bought snickers n subway.
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don't ask me why i didn't watch the movie..
it's a sad,funny,depressing and mind-boggling story.
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i didn't get to watch rapunzel :'(
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i guess things are never meant to be what we want it to be...
right?
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all these times,
we planned to do our best in our academics
we planned to study hard
we planned to get full marks in assignments
we planned to go out with this,this and this friend from here,there and there to this place and that place
we plan to get this,this and that
we planned to impress who,who, and who
(you get where i'm going with this)
but when did we ever,
fully succeeded in carrying out what we set out to do?
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i realised that more people would comment on the happier entries that i've posted on this blog,
sure,
i don't have many readers,
but i have enough to form a pattern in my 'comments' column on my dashboard.
which made me realised that it's rare that people would take the trouble to voice out their thoughts on depressing/not-so-uplifting articles
which made me think,
maybe,
people don't care what fucked up thing screwed up your day.
maybe,
they get the wrong impression of your melancholy
maybe,
they just don't share your thoughts
or maybe,
they just don't know what to say.
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it's never fun publishing sad things is it not?
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so..
maybe i shouldn't post anymore heart-wrenching stuff...
i should probably keep it to myself and my diary...
hmm...
i shhhoouulld....
so i will~
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don't ask me why i uploaded this picture...
'cause the reason is flat simple: i simply like to look at him. :P