Monday, January 24, 2011

second entry

going cuckoo...
.
i honestly cannot survive anywhere by myself.
especially if you throw me into a community and order me to 'go make new friends'.
i.
will die.
.
no wait.
i.
will first hyperventilate.
then hyperperspirate.
dehydrate.
then overheat.
and die.
.
it's even more terrifying when i have established a comfort zone in that community...and then suddenly,
the comfort zone,
is gone.
feels like i'm in a whole new place again.
very scary.
.
sometimes i wished that one day,
i can make a lot of money,
buy a big piece of land/a mountain maybe?
build a mansion(okay maybe a cozy little cottage with a nice garden that has a fountain/waterfall),
hire lots of people to do things for me,
so i wouldn't have to go out and face the world.
.
talk about anti-social.

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