like a broken record

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aih.
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tomorow: MAA assignment:not done...MAT assignment:not started.
thursday: KFT test....MAT test....both only one hour apart....
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before cny,test.
after cny, test again.
after quiz,test.
after test,test again.
then exam.
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life as a student is just too exciting. *shoots self*
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i remember complaining about having to sit for mid-term exams,mid-year exams,and finals...
not happy with taking 7 to 10 papers all at once.
well now i regret complaining about it.
i'm happier when the E word hits me like a grenade.
bom sekali saja.
mati sekali saja.
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now?
every course have their own schedule.
they have quizzes and tests according to their own decisions.
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feels like i'm walking in a field filled with landmines..
walk walk walk.
KABOOM. kaki tarak.
hop hop.
KABLAM. kaki lagi satu hilang.
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today you need to stuff your head with organic chemistry.
tomorow, physical chemistry,
the day after that, statistics.
and just when you think 'oowwhh..finally i've done all the tests...'
lecturers will start to ask,'we will have our second test on the week after the next,what day do you want it?'
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i don't want any of it,anyday,anytime.
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you know what Drew Barrymore said about relationships in 'he's just not that into you'?
about how staying in contact with the guys she likes(a.k.a potentials boyfriends)?
if you've never watched it before,
she said something about how troublesome it is for her to know if a guy is interested in her because with the advancement(advancement??=.=') of technology, she now has to check her facebook,email,msn,twitter,etc just to know if the guy had left her a message.
compared to the era before computers became affordable to us.
something like that.
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the 'guy' to her is equivalent to the 'assignments' to me.
last time, students get their assignments from one single place.
one point source.
then pass them up to one person in charge when it's completed.
NOW.
we have online assignments(from the expensive textbooks),
standard assignments(the ones we have to do once we enrolled into the course)
extra assignments.(ones given by your lecturer/tutor)
so we have to go from east to west to load/get/do the questions,
then hand them in through multiple ways after we're done.
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frankly,the amount of work isn't a problem to me,
i just don't like going to many places to do homework for the same subject.
i'm a careless person,
sure,i may be quite efficient in completing those problems,but hand them in?
that's a challenge to me,'cause i'll never know when my hands will slip and threw the assignments into the wrong places or when my internet connection will crash,leaving my unsaved answers floating into the high-tech virtual black-hole.
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just agree on one definite place why don't you.
give us your 1001questions one shot.
at least we'll have more time to complete them after regaining our consciousness (you know,after fainting).
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i'm having CYS(Christine Yeoh's Syndrome) again...
i feel pressured,tension,depressed because the tests are coming really,really soon and i'm afraid that i can't remember everything i've studied.
so stressed i have to relax myself by not studying.
which,by doing so,will cause precious time to be wasted.
then i won't have time to prepare for the said tests.
which made me more stressed.
which will elevate my need to relax myself even more.
and by relaxing i got even more stressed.
(you get the idea.it's a endless cycle)
and before you know it,it's the day of the test.
and you're still not prepared for it.
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how depressing is my life,that i have resolved to blogging (about nothing) just because my brain can't accept anymore formulaes and theories.
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aih.