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wanted to post: 'i give up' on facebook
or...: 'i don't want to do anything lah!'
or...: 'fuck off.'
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but those status-es are the sort that tend to get other people's attention
and before you know it there will be a few comments asking if you're ok.
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are you blind? which part of my posted words shows that i'm ok?
and if you don't have any intelligent advices that can potentially help me see the light in this black hole, i don't need your pity, nor your effectless concerns.
because by commenting pointless things on my status you now produce an eyesore to me that may cause a)misunderstandings on your side if i don't reply, and b)a disintegration of one of my few, very weak blood capillaries when i squeeze the very last drop of tolerance from my brain to reply you.
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ever feel that all you want to do is rant?complain?
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technically,
i'm alright.
yes, honestly.
i'm fine.
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all i want to do is to blow off some steam.
emo a little.
and not to answer any comments to let people know what really happened from top to bottom.
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if i want to talk to you about it, i will talk to you about it.
other than that, i don't usually want to bring it up no matter how much i'm prompt to do so.
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i'm so fed up with school.
i hate all those tests,big or small.
some lectureres are just so fucked up that the only way they can come up with to get their students to attend their fucked up lectures is to carry out more fuckin' tests.
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what the fuck do you tink we are?
do we live to take you bloody subject?
you are incompetent to begin with, how dare you command respect from your students who, in the first place, ISN'T GAINING ANY KNOWLEDGE from your stupid slideshows.
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i hate how things are done in here.
leaders don't act like leaders.
things aren't done the way they can be done,(after all, we're supposedly picked based on our LEADERSHIP and SOFT SKILLS,where the hell did that disappeared to?)
people don't usually give a damn about something until it's at the last minute.
and they expect things to go smooth as silk just because HEY! we're dealing with university students here! they can catch-up with things lightning fast!
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WRONG.
how fuckingly bloody wrong you are.
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we are the very products of the not-so-capable educators that seem to be increasing in number in our education system today,
those who doesn't completely understand the meaning of the phrase 'spoon-feed' and does exactly what the said phrase defines when they loudly claimed that they opposed this shameful act.
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smart?
US?
complete.
100% bullshit.
we're only gonna graduate and turn out as yet another lowly paid employee of an 'innovative' and 'creative' but wobbly little company that may go bankrupt in a few years 'cause the CEO, like ourselves, possesses no appropriate skills of anykind,or don't bother to exercise them.
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offended by what i typed?
please be noted that this is my blog and i've decided to emo today.
so STFU.