distracted.

i have.....36hours left before my physical chemistry paper(minus-ed off the time needed to sleep and shower)

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question: what do you think about people who compares your academic achievements before getting to know you?

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i can never understand why some people does that.

why does it matter anyway?

i don't make friends because i want to fill my contacts with Einsteins, Beethovens and al-Khawarizmis...

i make friends because i like the person for who he/she is and i find them interesting to talk to.

can't deny, i'm a sucker for great stories...

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i believe that there is no such saying that goes:

'i'm not as smart/dumb as you,so i don't understand what you're saying.'

it's just weird if there's ever someone who would say that.

hurtful,too.

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and i really hate that when people say 'i know la, i'm not as smart as you'.

like,what are you trying to say?!

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having opinions on the kind of people that does that,

is being judgemental.

is this true?

well then, a judgemental person i am.

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you know,

i've been figuring out how judgemental a person should be in order to be considered as a 'judgemental person' for so long,

and assumed myself as not one of those people for so long,

that i got even more confused about the term.

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how can you NOT have opinion about anything at all?

and if you do,which we often do,

does that automatically classify yourself as 'judgemental'?

if it does, then is there ever a person who is so pure and nice that he/she does not judge a thing ever in his/her life??

how is that possible?

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if we don't have an opinion,

we will not have a voice.

then we won't say anything and no judgement can be made.

right will never really be right,

no wrong will ever be corrected,

nothing can ever be fully understood since we don't think about the possibilities of contradicting anything 'cause that'll be judgemental.

how can knowledge be taught and learnt?

how can humanity grow and prosper?

and civilisation survive with such mentality?

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and since being 'not judgemental' is technically unrealistic,

doesn't that make everyone judgemental?

then what is the point,really, of branding someone as 'judgemental'?

oh and by the way, for example, if you're telling me that lets say,'So-So-So is judgemental,i can't stand him/her',

doesn't that make YOU judgemental as well?

you're having an opinion.

being judgemental about a supposedly judgemental person that you can't tolerate.

so what's the point of saying these things?

it's like you're planting a bomb right in the middle of yourself and the said irritating person and let it explode,killing both of you.

killing two birds with one stone, only,one of the dead birdies happens to be yourself.

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so fine,

judgemental i am.

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thing is, sometimes i got labelled as judgemental without even needing to make a judgement,

haha.

how cool am i?! XD

then comes a second question:

a person does something,you don't like it. so you tell him/her that whatever that he/she is doing does not make you feel good. then he/she fired back,'i can't help it if you're judgemental'.

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er.....owkay.

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here's what i realise about ourselves,

we do things, without thinking.

we get things done, and only key in the results into our heads, ignoring the procedures.

one moment you're happy, the next moment you're not,

and you wonder, 'hey! what did i do to deserve such sadness?!'

and when you try to recall what exactly happened in between pointA and pointB,

you can't remember a thing.

strange isn't it. us humans.

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and sometimes,

we deny our actions...

you went to the bathroom,took a shower and accidentally dropped the bar of soap.

you wanted to pick it up,but got so distracted by the zits you have on your face that you forgot about it.

your friend went in after you,tripped and fell.

friend: yoh!! you cannot pick up the soap if you see it on the floor wan izit?!

self(very high ego): yoh!!! you cannot be more careful when you go to the toilet wan izit?!'

....of course, that is only an example, since practically no one uses bars of soap when they shower anymore.

it's not really a good example anyway.

i'd actually have a better one,but that'll be too brutal to post it here.

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third question: joke went wrong. how to fix? :s

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my friends are awesome.

i love them i really really do.

but sometimes, their jokes i don't get.

=_____=

and soomeetimes, by not getting the initial joke,

being the awesome friends they are,

they try harder to make it work and it went downhill some more and eventually someone gets really hurt.

then it all comes back to this: 'joke ni ma...don't so serious la...'

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aaauuggghh how much i hate that statement.

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can't blame anyone though,

if your friend realised that the joke is going nowhere he/she could've stopped it for getting worse.

and if you realised that that whatever thing that you're talking about is a joke you would've played along.

but that's usually not the case

and someone(me) usually ended up upset.

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being as short-tempered as i am,

i really want to know,

is there a way to fix a joke/prank gone bad?

'cause i know, awesome friends will turn ugly and un-awesome if being constantly denied of their awesomeness.

korrrek or nott?

you be the judge.