cooped-up boredom

1) i demand a remake of RoboCop. it's wrong that people just forget about the cyborg.
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2) i want Clinique Moisture Surge cream. something that can be used as lip balm, facial mask, hydrating cream, hair moisturizer and lotion all at once, is worth buying.
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3) i dreamt of a child,who's a fairy, last night. i see her when she lets me, disappears when she doesn't want me to see her. she worries about her mum. she's very sweet.
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4) i like the victorian style white wooden cabinet with faint purple touching that i dreamt last night. i also dreamt that my parents were purchasing a lot of furniture i had in my dream.
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5) i tried the jacuzzi today. it's like i have a small swimming pool in my bathroom. the water current tickled me in all sort of places. i like my jacuzzi time.
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6) I. DON'T NEED. A. BOYFRIEND. i'm so weird,that there's no guy on earth that can keep up with me, so why should i bother to even look? i don't even have ONE consistent guy-friend. keypoint: i don't need a boyfriend and that's final. put a sock on it. push me some more and i'll declare myself a lesbian and move up to the mountains.
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7) i feel like making nougat, like the ones that has almonds and raisins and all that healthy little treats in it. but i have to burn sugar and honey to make it. what if i broke something while burning my food and it exploded. mum will kill me :s
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8) i wanna go to school.
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9) i find blonde asian guys hot today. like EunHyuk(super junior). he looks so hot today. weird.
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10)i wish i could fly. it would be nice.
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11)honestly,birthdays are over-rated. what's so special about it,'cause i don't see the importance of it. so i'm turning 21. big deal. ==' maybe it's just the environment that i grew up in that affected my thought about birthdays. we don't even celebrate CNY much anyway. i hate special occasions.
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12)you know the indescribable feeling you get when u see you butt,naked, for the first time? butt-naked has a whole new meaning to me now.
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13)people don't listen to me. it's frustrating. makes me want to throw things. but vandalizing could get me into trouble.
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14)i want to visit the Penang Hill. i just don't know what's stopping me.
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15)boys suck. they're so straight and boring. girls are weird. they piss me off sometimes.
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16)i have a problem with humans.
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17)apes are so cute. so are elephants. i love mammals. they're so warm and hug-able. i just wanna hold them.
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18)i wish for a world that doesn't need the existence of insects. they move too fast when they're panic it freaks me out. they don't die that easily at times. i hate sliminess+shininess+hairiness.
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19)do you know that elephants can actually die from too much grieving? it's so sweet that they're so affectionate.
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20)i can't stand not doing anything everyday. i feel my youth being suck out from my body.
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21)one day i will make so much money, that i can just go buy whatever-the-heck i like whenever i feel like it, and not care about the bills.
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22)i don't like credit cards. cash feels so much more...secured.
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23)new habit: must drink one glass of warm water first thing in the morning.
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24)new bathroom has some new problems. need fixing. dad pissed. i hate cert-less mechanics. they look horrible. they don't know what they're doing. their work pollute my eye-sight.
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25)Lola lives to scratch and bruise my body. Loco lives to slobber me with his saliva. i am Lulu's hand when she eats.
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26) Loco is like an Energize bunny on steriods.
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27) if only i could sleep my days away, like Lulu...like Aurora.
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28)sometimes i wonder if anyone will remember me if i suddenly disappeared and died.
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29)i drank ginseng soup today. i expect to stay strong and healthy for the next 3months.
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29) why is Lucifer the name of the devil. it's such a waste of a good name. could my child be damned if i named him Lucifer? it means 'morning star' to begin with..so nice...morning star...
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30)i wanna watch Final Destination 5. it's so scary+disgusting and i'll probably be afraid of doing anything for weeks after watching it. but i want to watch it.
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31)i wanna watch the korean drama Lucifer as well. Shin Min Ah's in it. she's hot.
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32)i covered my body with lotion today, after dipping into the jacuzzi. my skin feels soft. but now i just fell sticky. i wanna shower again.
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33)every morning i woke up at 9.30, thinking it's 7.30 'cause my room looks so dark with the blinds on.
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34)i wanna take pictures. but my hair looks disgusting and i feel awful. so frustrating.
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35)you should stop reading this by now. it's a waste of time.
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36)migrating sounds so good right now. if only i could fly off, and make new home for myself by using my spit. oh wait. i'm not a swallow. dammit.
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37)i've never really flied a kite before. i should put this in my bucket list.
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38)i want RoboCop.
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39)i miss Putt-Putt's dog...
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40)ran my old cd-rom game yesterday...man i was so dumb back then.
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41)the right thing to do right now is to leave this page. just telling.
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42)i'm always making random lists when i'm bored. why is that.
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43)Green Lantern is such a bad movie,now that i've seen the cartoon version of it.
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44)i feel green. and purple.
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45)just realized that i haven't been exercising since...June.
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46)i want green tea chocolates...with almonds in them.
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47)whatever happened to powerpuff girls?
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48)feel like riding roller coasters all day long. that would be nice.
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49)i should watch the Matrix trilogy one day. and LOTR.
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50)if you're still reading, clearly i'm a bad influence for you. i should leave.