Sunday, September 11, 2011

the line,crossed for the final time.

as much as i like to tolerate absurdity and stupid people,
understand that maybe the way i function as a person is just different than others.
but sometimes, when the limit is broken for far too many times,
going back to fix it and forgive, just isn't enough for me anymore.
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some jokes are funny, others are irritating and extremely unthoughtful,and thus making them offensive.
and for those cases, apologies are NEVER good enough to make everything ok again.
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not that there's ever an 'ok' period anyway.
it's funny how people tend to assume that a simple utter of the word 'sorry' would make everything alright.
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these kinds of people, make me cringe in disgust when i'm unfortunately regarded as their 'fren'.
well this title doesn't work both ways anyway, i do not share the same page with these people.
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i do tend to succumb to the overwhelming desire to make them disappear, not only from my life,
but from the world as well.
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Earth do not need more idiots.
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and by the way, never touch my art.
you're free to give comments, and maybe judge it, but i wouldn't care,
at least it's still made from my own pair of ugly hands and flawed technique.
but NEVER TRY TO CORRECT MY ART WITH YOUR OWN HANDS.
i hate my drawings being ripped from their purity,
my inspiration physically contaminated with other thoughts,from other heads.
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yes. i keep grudges and literally has a mind-book recording all the times when i'm offended,
waiting for the right time to let my temper all out at once.
silently waiting for the time when 'FUCK YOU' seems to be a compliment to the situation, instead of an offense.
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i try to be a better person,
all this just makes my journey harder.
sometime,
it's better for me to leave.
it's not worth my attention to be wasted on such things.

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