you know what's the worst?!

it's when you cringe at the sound of its name,
when you would rather force yourself to sleep right in the middle of the day than to lay eyes upon it,
when you tried answering its questions, only to end up copying the questions WITHOUT ANSWERING IT,
when you can't seem to be sure of the answers you've come up with,so you wrote down a whole bunch of possible solutions,
when the thought of the tutorial classes gives you chills, goosebumps allllll over your body, and your brain shuts down abruptly.
the feeling that you're 1mm tall with 10 spotlights focusing on you whenever the tutor calls your name to answer questions you never thought could exist, and you CAN'T answer it, then you feel like jumping off Komtar.
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i've finally found something that makes me want to eat my eraser, dig my eyes and brain out and pop them, and then stab myself with my pens.
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i hate organic chemistry.
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i'm dying before my textbook, and my empty assignment answer sheet. +.+