*dusting off cobwebs*
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i realized today that besides not updating my blog, i haven't been writing in my diary since April.....or...March....i don't know.
then i thought about what happened in that period in my life, March-June.
school stress....assignment stress....blood-count stress....test stress.....relationship....
more test stress...exam stress....movies....exam stress.....angry-because-of-my-careless-mistakes stress...
sudden emptiness after all that stress....kL...genting...kL again...shopping..spend money...carsickness...weight-gaining...miraculous weight-loss...
rotting....rotting...
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can you believe it, i've spent a quarter of my sem-break already...only one and a half month left before getting upgraded to the 'final year student' title now...
and with everyone away on holidays/internships/part-time works,
i feel a bit.....lonely...
on the bright side though, i've got plenty of time to rest and lounge around the house...
not a bad consolation...i'm not complaining.. :3
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i've read Agnes Grey...
it was boring...like...snail...
don't read it.
go for Jane Eyre instead, it's heaps better and more dramatic than Agnes Grey.
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learnt to play this song:
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getting good at it, but didn't have the motivation to completely master it...
i guess i just..lost interest in the song...
maybe i'll try it again later...
memorize it, like what i've done with this song:
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i love that song.......
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i also thought about the contents of my diary....
it made me think that maybe, i was using my diary as an outlet to my dissatisfaction on the things in my life...
i seem to only have memories of myself writing, when i'm upset...
and when life gets more hectic and less upsetting,
i seemed to....lost the will to write.
yet, i can't recall the days i've lived through for the past three to four months...
it feels as if only yesterday i started my second year in campus...
now i'm only two semesters away from graduating.
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i should seriously think about where i want to go to do my graduate studies...
what i know for sure, is that i want to do something that has relation to women products...
cosmetics...accessories..jewellery...clothing...
something that still sells in the market even then the economy is down...
and being a woman myself, i know that economy doesn't affect my desire to shop what-so-ever.
so going that direction seems logical to me.
who doesn't want to make a lot of money to secure a good life for her/himself, right?
i can't help but be a little bit materialistic and realistic when it comes to my future and career.
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cosmetics chemistry...electroplating...jewellery industry...polymer...
that's where i'm heading.
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problem is...where, exactly?
my pointers aren't bad, but not excellent.
overseas? too expensive, a bit risky if i want to compete for a scholarship.
local universities? which university provides the best education in these areas?
which is better anyway, USM, or UM?
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