this thing..

i don't know if everyone has gone through this situation before..
.
sometimes i really wonder if things may change between my friends and i
from all this lack of communication and the distance between us...
i'm afraid that i'm beginning to lose things to talk about with them...
.
we used to have all this nonsense that we would talk about,
things that may not be logical or cause any effect to our lives...
now,
it seems like all we ever talk about when we have the chance
is when are they coming back to penang,
how is life in campus,
assignments managable?
when will the exams end?
when does sem break begin?
.
helpless at times,
when everyone is stressed
drowned by our problems,
and when we voice our and ranted to our friends (or vice versa)
noone can provide any advice,help or useful comforting to anyone..
.
what are we to do.
after all,
we don't observe this issue first hand...
we don't know how hurt and insecure it would feel..
and thus,
we're pretty useless in the matter...
.
which made me think,
if this goes on,
naturally we gave up seeking comfort in those friends we used to go to...
naturally we'll have less to talk about...
naturally we'll contact each other less...
can friendship..last?
.
in a way,
it's like a relationship,
is it not?
.
friendship needs effort to maintain.
yet too much forced effort that isn't very effective doesn't bring us anywhere..
.
i wonder...
what are we going to talk about when we actually meet face to face?
campus life?
academics?
scholarship,ptptn?
news?
it's getting a bit...
bland.
.
what if..
things you find fun,doesn't seemed interesting to them anymore..
things they like,might not be suitable for you...
.
what if things doesn't change since then and you become more and more drifted apart?
since we still have 3-4years left in wherever we are
completing our degree...
what will become of the 'friendship' we supposedly shared?
.
it's intriguing..
somewhat worrying...
as a person who doesn't make friends easily.