this might get a bit confusing...

i don't speak for all women, but personally, sometimes,
i think i want what i didn't want,
and don't want what i think i wanted.
one thing's for sure,
i want what i didn't know i wanted.
which made his job a lot harder,
because he had to figure out what i really want,
while doing what i told him i want,
which might not even be what i wanted.
poor thing..
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the way i see it,
it really doesn't matter what kind of guy you planned for yourself,
you'll always get the same type of man.
a clueless one.
heck, if we don't even know what we really wanted for ourselves,
'clueless' is our best shot, no?
clueless, but with a goal to make me a happy woman.
i guess that's not so bad..
good, even.
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i don't deny my lack of knowledge on the Martian homosapiens,
but i did learn one thing:
they honestly don't have 30emotions and 40voices in their heads at any moment.
so they really don't know what did they do wrong sometimes.
therefore if there's anything, never hint, tell.
you don't tell, they won't know what's going on,
your 30emotions and 40voices in your head will mess you up.
all the while he'll STILL be oblivious about the ticking time-bomb in you've set up for him.
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i guess that's the thing.
i don't know what i want, but i want it.
somewhere in my mind i think he knows how to find out what is it.
so i chose him to solve the mystery for me.
he accepts, probably for the challenge and the possible adventure.
i can't tell him what exactly i want, or it'll spoil the fun.
he had to endure whatever obstacles i threw to him,
because every obstacle he passed brings him closer to the solution.
if he succeeded with flying colors, he'll earn an extra life.
if not, he'll be sent through a sudden-death round.
kinda reminds me of the movie,"Scott Pilgrim vs. the World".